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im bored
entertain me
oh yeah, anyone who fancies comin to see this band called iko [www.myspace.com/ikomusic] tonight in Notting Hill gimme a ring please. they're like downbeat like old zero 7 kinda..sound bare good to me.

Okay well life is actually pretty awesome at the moment. After coming back from Tunisia (which was quality enough on its own), I've had such a good week this last week. I've barely been home or if I have I've had a free house and had people round so its been an absolute laugh.

Girl situ possibly looking up too, we'll see how that one goes.

But have got pretty tight with people this week and it's been quality getting to know people better. I'm just generally feeling so much happier. No doubt that'll change next Tuesday when we're back to school but ah well, countdown to summer, eh?! :D)

I dunno how to do a cut so I'm just guna post these pics of Tunisia and Saturday night anyway. Don't moan at me. Chat to ya guys and gals soon xx

Tunisia


Joe, Nath, Frank admiring the sunrise


A Canyon somewhere


The desert!


Super Ted!


Steps to the Roman Colosseum in El Jem

Saturday Night


Nath, Sam, Taki; reflective


Ben; happy and talkative :D)


Nath n cal; chilled




Taki;blurred

Upcoming gigs:

Tina Dico - April 12th - ~£12
Good Shoes - 29th March - £6
Sway - 10th March [quick] - £12
White Rose Movement - 13th March - £9

Anyone fancy goin to them? I'll be going to 3 i reckon

tuesday was fun :)
saturday was fun :)
millwall are fucking scum :)

Oooh, some possibly exciting news I just received.
About a week ago, I filled out a form on XFM.co.uk to try and win this competition by the XFM DJ, Lucio, called the 'Gig Pig'.
I just got a fone call about 25 mins ago from someone and they asked if they could ask some questions.
So they were basically saying "Can you go to gigs all throughout next week?" - Should be able to yeah.
And a couple of other related questions and one being "Are you available 2pm each day next week to report on the gigs you've been to?" - Umm, i'm still at school but thats in my lunch hour, so yeah I can sneak off somewhere, no problem.

"That's fine then. Thanks Adam. Someone should be in touch with you soon. Bye."

:D :D :D

So I may well be gigging all next week and reporting to XFM bout it :O

-- Here are the bands I could possibly be seeing http://www.xfm.co.uk/article.asp?id=162261 --

!!

not a new song, not becoming more popular but just one i'm playing more and more lately.
if you don't already have it :

Sia - Breathe Me

and

Mylo's remix of it

Enjoy.

Well...why DID Jesus love outcasts so much?

YOU TELL ME COS I DONT FUCKIN KNOW

hiding beneath the bed covers to protect myself from the world's gaze...for 7 hours at least.

last day of freedom. spent playing football for 3 hours in the cold and wet, becoming knackered and once again avoiding coursework. lovvvvvvvvvv it

More pictures...


The most famous Dune in Namib Desert - Dune 42 or something


View from a small plane of the seemingly never-ending dunes


Now in South Africa..a river


The mountains of Montagu outside Cape Town


Again...


Table Mountain


Knysna Lagoon


The sea mouth @ Knysna


The beach front @ Port Elizabeth


Oh I love Africa...

Lion King - Official Soundtrack

No one should be without this.

I'm in a generous and reminiscent mood. I feel content, but also not so. I feel fulfilled, but also empty.

I miss Namibia.








These photos raise my spirits but I also wish to return.

The Circle of Life

Happy Christmas to you all

how was the YE party thingy?

Sams was fun.

I'm guna make some mix CDs for people for christmas as an easy way out of spending any money. So if you think you deserve one from me list what kinda stuff you would like on it here for me =)

Carry on after me with 3 words:

I'll start with

"This LJ is..."

..continue :)

I have the concentration span of a duck

Thanks to some spazzing on webcam from ...someone (:D)..and a good chat with someone else (:D) I'm now in a slightly different mood. Thanks to you people, you know who you are :)

Now, this song is on repeat as it makes me feel great.

Download it .

Ooh Downloady

Thanks ppl :)

Some people make me realise things like the above title.

I get so jealous of beautiful people sometimes. It makes me sick inside.

I was browsing through someone's LJ, then their friends..and found a girl who made a few photo-posts and stuff...she is fantastically beautiful. Any pose/facial expression she is in/has on, she just looks fantastic. I've seen it with other people too. They, visually all be it, are faultless in my eyes. I've seen a few people like this. More recently. I find myself enticed by them but quickly discourage myself as I know that someone that beautiful will ever feel the same or feel anything for that matter..for myself.

Now please just fuck off if you're thinking "ah, self pitying, attention seeking". Just fuck off. I can't be fucked with these kind of comments because I know myself better than you. I know the truth of my appearance, my character, my desires. No one knows this like I do, no one. The same goes for everyone else.

Some people are just generally pleasing to look at, others really aren't.

I doubt any of you understand this, but I have a lot of mixed thoughts upstairs and they're coming out all at once.

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I miss the sights of the country I adore
When I left, my heart screamed for more
Soon, I shall return once more
I hope for longer than before

I miss the innocence of our youth
Never troubled, but always soothed
Never worried by our mood
And always wanting some more food

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"My head is spinnin' around, I don't know what to do
If I'm so happy, I've got everythin' to lose..."

I've had a good weekend.
Friday was the Charidee concert after school. Was impressed if i'm brutally honest, much better than i first expected. Maffoo, Takalicious, Kempy, Gareth's band were all ace. Genuinely enjoyed myself :)

Then Saturday came and unfortunately I couldn't make it to the rugby (sorry guys :O, unlucky with result but i should still get most loyal fan :P) 'cos I was going to the Palace game. So i trekked over to Alex's house in Coulsdon..hung about for a bit there and then we went off to the footie. It was a good game, ended 1-1 in the end. End to end football, with AJ scoring the equaliser for Palace. Unfortunately, when me alex and lucy were celebrating the goal, alex got kinda manic (as usual) and accidentally slammed my head against lucys nose..it swelled up and i think it might be broken ( sowwi, altho its alexs fault! :( ).

After that I got back to Purley station and trekked to Nick's and joined the fun there. Jay, and Dom were already there playing something. Then we got onto Marvel vs. Capcom 2..oh mah gawd Dominic and his godamn (sorry jay, blasphemer) 'educated button-bashing'. My arse. Think it was about 9 games unbeaten the bastard, til Nick finally beat him. Then we moved onto Family Guy to start the 'marathon' :) Basically just watched the best episodes from Season 2 whilst drinking Powerade and vodka (eww) and Red Bull and vodka (nice). Some hysterical laughs from me and Nick later, and the feeling that the others didn't find it as funny as us (heehee) had come and gone, Maffoo Lane arrived at some time..and we started to sit down to watch....SAW....

I'd seen it before and was scared by one particular thing. The fucking talking clown.




THAT FUCKING CLOWN.

Yes, anyway.

Couple hours later, whilst Jay Dom and Becky (who arrived I duno when) played Singstar, me maffoo and nick were all pretty decided that the film was sooo good. I don't really remember what happened after that..more family guy i think...some film bout a guitar man..and family guy movie..then bit of a chat with dom..then sleep..

Then more family guy in the morning..then we went to Doom in the afternoon..then came home and neglected my work. As usual. Woot.

Tah-rah
x

Rawr.

Wanna be back in Summer hols :((

Im really feeling the new Pendulum album that i bought yesterday. Quality dnb.
Check out these tracks if your intrested:
Tarantula
Slam
Another Planet
Hold your Colour
Still Grey
Streamline

Also got my ticket for Palace vs Millwall game which is this saturday. Should be a good'un. Duno what im doin after it tho..anyone got any offers ? :P If people are ridin' down ta Sombrero's I may join them if theyz okay with that.

Ooh :)

Here is what my desktop looks like :)

Oh yes, if anyone likes dance music...and specifically likes DJ Tiesto..he's playin in Leicester at a club on Friday 9th December..I really wana go as he doesnt tour UK often so if anyone fancies coming with, gimme a shout soon please as tickets will go soon.

Ta.
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